I Took The Risk

I did it. And it was worth it. I've never been so happy. I've never felt so complete...so perfect, like everything was moving in a slow-paced movie-kind-of-way. And all I knew is that there was nothing else that I could ever ask for.

Then fear sank in.

Fear that it won't last for long...that maybe this is just a taste of something that I could never have. 

I was so scared. No, "terrified" is the word.

I couldn't pray. I'm scared to know what God's will is. I'm scared to face reality.

And I can do nothing about it.